This is my apology page

hello, my name is solomon sami azar- you would think having a solution to the energy crisis would be a good thing- you would be greeted as a friend bringing forth an idea for all of us- i wish that was the case- i have had this idea i call electromagnetic fusion since late 2002 . i have tried to explain my theory openly since then- i contacted several at los alomos laboratories and Sandia labs- and openly upon fusion forums in 2002-2003- not much of an internet then as with video forums and such- but i tried. its hard to understand a new concept- so i continue upon my own efforts and risk my life an hand build my own tunable tesla coil and resonate the secondary upon pure water itself doped with heavy water- no one has ever done this for this mode of application- i have someone video my experiments and i quickly post upon the net- i try to the best of my abilities to write a science paper in conjunction with such a feat in order for someone to put 2 and 2 together. i have purposely written my paper not in a peer reviewed fashion but somewhat arrangontly as did einstein- why- my theory comes from Einsteins special theory of relativity- thus- i deserve the right to write it my way-

you might find me arrogant to use Einstein as a benchmark- is it really so wrong of me to want to align myself with my science hero?

you might find some of statements upon the net as brash -arrogance also- I am trying to ring the bell and get attention- i think the energy crisis is everyones problem and i believe it is my duty to yell and scream until the squeaky wheel gets the grease-

my statements on spirituality- i had this idea since 2002- i just started to use god since past summer- why- the heavens told me to- and i think they did because if i only offered science- many would not understand or interested- thus- spirituality brought some interests and maybe with 6 degrees of separation a connection may be found-i see a world hell bent on Armageddon and i see how a messenger of god coming is exactly the right thing- one with a lightning bolt and water as symbology in entrance i fully understand- i am willing to stand for humanity and god and perform my duties-i will try to give the words of peace and unity to the best of my abilities- it is up to society to receive me-time will tell

I have lived a noble life with love for humanity- my entrance into the marine corps and freemasonry are but a few examples of my desire to be part of a team to make the world a better place-

I apologize if my efforts have not convinced you of my true intentions- i dont want your money- i want society to replicate my experiment and measure the fusion reactions yourself- then we will see together what is true-

I understand some of my actions on this net might seem improper- but i assure you- in my heart are good intentions -if seen otherwise it is nothing more than your perception from tidbits or comments here and there-The big picture will come into view after scientific vindication-